Is this a lesson, Teacher?
Not exactly.
A chastisement, then?
It may appear to you to be so. It is really a criticism. But not only of you. A criticism an analysis of what I perceive to be a volatile and dangerous mixture you and your future life. Let us begin with the recognition that you are a brilliant player. Otake-san lifted his hand. No. Do not bother with formulas of polite denial. I have seen brilliance of play equal to yours, but never in a man of your age, and not in any player now living. But there are other qualities than brilliance in the successful person, so I shall not burden you with unqualified compliments. There is something distressing in your play, Nikko. Something abstract and unkind. Your play is somehow inorganic unliving. It has the beauty of a crystal, but lacks the beauty of a blossom. Nicholai's ears we warming, but he gave no outward sign of embarrassment or anger. To chastise and correct is the right, the duty of a teacher. I am not saying that your play is mechanical and predictable, for it is seldom that. What prevents it from being so is your astonishing Otake-san drew a sudden breath and held it, his eyes staring unseeing toward the garden. Nicholai kept his gaze down, not wishing to embarrass his teacher by observing his struggle with pain. Long seconds passed, and still Otake-san did not breathe. Then, with a little gasp, he unhitched his breath from the notch at which he held it and slowly let it out, testing for pain all along the exhalation. The crisis passed, and he took two long, thankful breaths through his open mouth. He blinked several times and what prevents your play from being mechanical and predictable is your astonishing audacity, but even that flair is tainted with the inhuman. You play only against the situation on the board; you deny the importance the existence even of your opponent. Have you not yourself told me that when you are in one of your mystic transports, from which you garner rest and strength, you play without reference to your adversary? There is something devilish in this. Something cruelly superior. Arrogant, even. And at odds with your goal of shibumi. I do not bring this to your attention for your correction and improvement, Nikko. These qualities are in your bones and unchangeable. And I am not even sure I would have you change if you could; for these that are your flaws are also your strengths.
Do we speak of Gō only, Teacher?
We speak in terms of Gō. Otake-san slipped his hand into his kimono and pressed the palm against his stomach while he took another mint drop. For all your brilliance, dear student, you have vulnerabilities. There is your lack of experience, for instance. You waste concentration thinking your way through problems that a more experienced player reacts to by habit and memory. But this is not a significant weakness. You can gain experience, if you are careful to avoid empty redundancy. Do not fall into the error of the artisan who boasts of twenty years experience in his craft while in fact he has had only one year of experience twenty times. And never resent the advantage of experience your elders have. Recall that they have paid for this experience in the coin of life and have emptied a purse that cannot be refilled. Otake-san smiled faintly. Recall also that the old must make much of their experience. It is all they have left. For a time, Otake-san's eyes were dull with inner focus as he gazed upon the drab garden, its features disintegrating in the mist. With an effort he pulled his mind from eternal things to continue his last lesson. No, it is not your lack of experience that is your greatest flaw. It is your disdain. Your defeats will not come from those more brilliant than you. They will come from the patient, the plodding, the mediocre. Nicholai frowned. This was consonant with what Kishikawa-san had told him as they walked along the cherry trees of the Kajikawa. Your scorn for mediocrity blinds you to its vast primitive power. You stand in the glare of your own brilliance, unable to see into the dim corners of the room, to dilate your eyes and see the potential dangers of the mass, the wad of humanity. Even as I tell you this, dear student, you cannot quite believe that lesser men, in whatever numbers, can really defeat you. He is dull, colorless, boring but inevitably victorious. The amoeba outlives the tiger because it divides and continues in its immortal monotony. The masses are the final tyrants. See how, in the arts, Kabuki wanes and Nō withers while popular novels of violence and mindless action swamp the mind of the mass reader. And even in that timid genre, no author dares to produce a genuinely superior man as his hero, for in his rage of shame the mass man will send his yojimbo, the critic, to defend him. The roar of the plodders is inarticulate, but deafening. They have no brain, but they have a thousand arms to grasp and clutch at you, drag you down.
Do we still speak of Gō, Teacher?
Yes. And of its shadow: life.
What do you advise me to do then?
Avoid contact with them. Camouflage yourself with politeness. Appear dull and distant. Live apart and study shibumi. Above all, do not let him bait you into anger and aggression. Hide, Nikko."
[Shibumi, p. 104-107]











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less talking more doing please
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Know what is right!
Stand up and fight!
Fight for your right!
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Wow, thanks
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glad you like it!
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